Why, how, what... Those who do not ask remain in the dark. It often takes time to get to the bottom of things, and sometimes all you can do is approach dem gradually.
"Everything is connected to me and Salzburg. But it can only be a love-hate relationship because I am a living, breathing human being. It's not possible any other way. Or I let myself be absorbed, dance along with it, and completely give myself up – building Salzburg out of papier-mâché and icing, and giving myself up. I don't want that."
(Thomas Bernhard)